Saturday, October 18, 2008
such a let-down.
that will be the phrase I’ll be repeating over and over again if I ever get to meet the player in my reflection on the netball court.
“Such a let-down.”and a real pathetic one at that.
So much for playing the friggin game ever since primary school.
So much for being part of school teams.So much for having been a captain before.
So much for the immense passion for the sport since EONS ago.
and STILL be such a let-down.
my, I don’t even dare say I’m a netballer.
NO.
that would be too insulting to the rest.
the inconsistent performance of mine on court is analogous to that of the stock market.
only difference is, people would pay to be part of the ‘buy-and-sell-shares’ game.
I’d foresee myself having to PAY people to get them to just watch me play, and even then, it's not even guaranteed that they would want to risk impairing their eyesight.
i'm pathetic, i really am.
things wouldn't have been that bad if i purely just couldn't get the shots in.
the outrageous part is, i was the source of destruction to other players' well carried-out action plans!
beyond hope.i'm a friggin joke.
gimme some candy...1:08 AM
